Dec.6th Nicolas is going to have his gtube surgery. He is also going to have his trach upsized as well. I am so nervous. I struggle with fearing the worst.Please pray for Nicolas to do come through all of this ok. Pray for guidance for his medical team. The procedures he is having done are simple but he is complex! Our little guy is so strong. He is such a joy. Pray that I am strong enough to actually take him into the surgery..I want to hide him under my blankets and snuggle with him forever!
